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To love yourself fully is a beautiful and ecstatic act of knowing. Trusting the feelings and the guidance moment to moment will allow you to embrace your pain, failures, sadness and guilt. It is by embracing “what is” that you accept the NOW moment. What the mind has found lacking is found to be present. Not only is it found, but it is perfect. By not focusing on the past and refusing to reject a possible future, your focus of attention is present in the NOW, which is the only place to truly experience JOY. I have found that when I surrender to any situation, I mean accept it without judgment, I am fully present in the NOW moment and that moment can be ecstatic.
To fully embrace yourself, it would be wise to still the fearful mind. So learn to create a safe place for yourself. For me, I have found it within meditation where I found the sanctuary of the soul. It is here that I feel the self-nurturing and acceptance of who I am. It is in meditation also where I moved forward in growth and be able to assimilate new perception and ground them in reality. I could not have grown or changed without learning to offer myself unconditional acceptance and love.
So if you, the reader choose to reclaim your birthright as a living soul, you will become the light to the world. Surrender to been present, choose not to divide yourself. Do not focus on the drama that going on within your conscious mind, as your conscious mind is your servant. Start to see the Christ in everybody and become non-judgmental, unconditional and learn to be fully present.
See all as living Christs just waking up. Some more awake than others. Call on your own Christ Self when you are tempted to judge another or make comparison between you and them.
Within my own spiritual journey, I was tested in my new belief. The idea of judgment became very big with me. This happened because I started to judge "Judgment". I got lost in this concept. Later I realized, why things happened the way they do. I got too, involved in the world and by judging, I created a bottomless pit to fall into. As long as I had one bit of judgment in my mind, I created a situation where I lived in a duality. All around me, I could see well and better, even then, there was always even better or worse around me.
I felt that I was in the world, but I was also living many different perceptions. Thoughts were entering my mind, "Who Am I?" I knew, I was born, went to school and was living in the world but I didn't have any control over the world. I wanted to know my purpose. In my meditation, I kept getting messages of "Love “and feedings of love and my consciousness was also expanding. My definition of "Who God was" had certainly changed. I now believed that God is everything. I started to see the Christ in everybody. All walks of life crossed my path, murderers, child molesters, thieves and all sorts of depraved social being but yet, I tried to see Christ within all. My Christ self instructed me to use non judgment and practice unconditional love at all times, I found it difficult and hard, but with my Christ Self, I was able to resist temptation to judge others. In the beginning I fell down and was unable to resist judging others . Also comparing myself to others I regularly invited in the concept of Ego and pride. My Christ self told me to look on all to be on a journey to find love and to focus on having within my mind only loving thoughts.
I was tested in my new belief everyday. The idea of judgment became very big with me. This happened because I started to judge "Judgment". I got lost in this concept later. I started realizing to, why things happened the way they do. I got too involved in the world and by judging, I created a bottomless pit to fall into. I was learning about attraction and repulsion and the mechanics of the law of attraction As long as I had one bit of judgment in my mind; I would shift my attention to a fear that I was projecting on to another or myself. This made me aware that I .created situation for myself which I did not want. All around me, there appeared various levels of good.
Then one day, thought s came to me, “that I was creating my world” and because I got involved in the act of "judgment", I became trapped in the concept of perception. The only true perception that did not change was the feeling of "Love" which were every ready to fill my being with awesome love. I realized that one has to embrace love unconditionally, without judgment and to understand what "love" really is. By letting go judgments, my consciousness moved in leaps and bounds. I realized that my "judgment" were creating separation from the "Love" which I had grown used too. I also realized that my mind should not play the game of "judgment" anymore.
Many people deny the existence of God, because they say "how can great suffering be let into our lives, God gets the blame for everything we do not understand.. This thought alone creates separation and this act of "judgment" lower our vibration and the fear we create with deficient thought and choosing to put thought before feeling we loose our connection with God. The door of our mind and heart is closed.
Everybody has a specific inner experience which enables them to recognize that God is within. So it is advisable to "never close the door". We close the door by perceiving ourselves as individualized parts that have to try to act in a way as if we are separated from God. What I learned was "that I am not separated from God, but that I indeed am just starting to realize that I am a facet of the heart of God. Hence my Christ self reveled to me the Diamond Heart concept. Which is “Pure immaculate and perfect?” Of which we all belong. Due to the concept of separation from my own God Self, I was living a dream from the one mind of infinite consciousness, believing myself to be individual and separate from God. When I read the words written down in the Gospels by people who recorded "Jesus" words, I am assured that we are all in the one mind of God. It is now your choice now, whether you the reader, want to believe this or not.
When I say the prayer "The Our Father" it reveals to me that "Jesus" knew that we the people of the Earth were not doing the will of God. So whose will, were we following? The answer that came to me was my small EGO which created the concept of separation. This is when I realized that the reality which I perceived in meditation was so much more different than what could be experienced. So by taken my guidance from within my heart during my meditation I learned to trust.
Right choices on the physical level should place the body in perfect health. Then what was putting my body at risk. I decided to look at what choices I was making at the mind level. I was disregarding the universal law of love. What was happening within my mind, I felt that by living in the world, I was directed and guiding my life through fear and needing to defend what I knew was false .My life was influenced by beliefs and what ever I focused my attention on and was full of fear. I realized I was imitating those who where my elders, and those who felt they knew more than me I accepted their truth, there logic, behavior and their sense of what the truth was. I was always struggling to express my truth. Hence I spent the best part of thirty years finding out who I was.
In the beginning, I received self revelation and received past life healing. I became aware of deep soul memories of past incarnations within my being. I received many lost soul who would stay with me close by my aura, until they learned that what they believe about fear was false. And when the time came, they would ask to move into the light. I remember the first time this happened and energy came to me for healing but I did not know if what I did would help the situation. I used to talk to this energy with non judgment in my heart. I would say a healing prayer and the energy would pass through my body and I would feel lifted. One time, while I was sleeping, I felt that I was in the graveyard of my father’s family and the whole experience was to raise the consciousness of every grave that I visited.
Going back over my life, lead me to believe that "yes" there was love flowing through it. It was my perception of the world that was wrong. So the question on my mind was” Is this perception the only one of which I will experience”? Then I remembered the words of Jesus "My kingdom is not of this world", the thought cross my mind, and I was given confirmation that this world we live in is indeed false (false through our perception). I thought, I could be dreaming this word, and if he was dreaming, then I wanted to wake up, because it was not a nice world. This allows me to realize I was a co creator in the one consciousness of God. Here I am again making judgments. If you fall get up again. At this point I decided to love unconditional and to only focus on seeing the good and accepting the loving feelings which came as a direct result of listening to the still voice within the silence.
The idea of dreaming in the one mind of God and that I was separate from God, felt like an answer to what I had experienced. The more I thought about this, it was confirmed to me by my own spirit guides, that this was fact. The thought of this revelation made sense to me. You the reader bond to whether you focus on, whether it is a limiting belief or fears that are within your heart, you will attract thoughts that are similar and create a limiting world for your self. Because you have free will, God will not interfere with your decision, it is entirely up to you to live in the dream or live with God. So you along with everybody else are the "Prodigal Son" who has lost your true identity being one with God and Goddess. This Christ consciousness is the only begotten Son of God. Which is your birth right to claim? We have lost our sense of our true identity (refer to Jesus Christ).Read “The prodigal son story” within the Bible.
Jesus taught the "Our Father" prayer to His followers. I believe we are carrying out our own individual wills through focused attention on fear at various different levels. We are unique immaculate souls having a human experience. We are always expressing through creativity within many levels of spirit, mind and body. Jesus knew this, so when the Disciples of Jesus could not heal the demon, Jesus quickly healed them. When Jesus explained to them that, "the trouble was their lack of faith" adding that this kind of demon could only be exorcised through prayer and fasting. Now we know down through the ages that many people have tried to use this technique to create greater awareness, and many have carried out this practice.
When I was a boy, I and my family use to fast at certain times to follow what the Catholic Church thought. Fasting is defined as going without food or abstinence. Fasting could also mean, to observe or to keep a certain way of thinking and making the right choices. This is how I take the meaning. I am a diabetic since early on in my life. Now, I have asked the question, why? I have been on the spiritual path for the guts of 40 years not counting the 10 years growing up as a boy in Dublin. I accepted that I am a diabetic and I have being living a process of fear which contributed to the on set of this condition by abiding by fear. I am very sensitive to the vibrations coming from spirit.
We all have hidden fear which it would be wise to look at. Then, when the truth about our fears has been explained to us by our Christ Self we can adjust to a new way of perceiving the solution to eradicate those fears. We educate ourselves to overpower with ease the problems we encounter and then new idea are placed within our minds. Our mind expands, our consciousness expands, we literally mature. No one can grow their consciousness by reading a book, and as you read this book, it will only remind you of what you already have experienced at some level of your being. I know now why I have grown in consciousness, it was my desire to know God, and this came to me from my inner self the Christ self, who protected me from my separate lower self. “The Antichrist “.So it was a step wise in growth, some of the lessons were painful and some were joyous. But all were accepted with love.
The more I stayed in contact with my inner Christ within regular meditation and constantly been aware of the demonstration which played out in my life the more truth was reveled to me. I realized that I was following the inner teacher (the Christ Self). When I learned to recognize my true desires which were revealed to me from within, I would experience ecstasy this experienced gave me a means of knowing what was right for me. I now use my feeling nature to sense what is true for me. I have committed many act of self indulgence which I now know were coming from the false self. All my life, I have been looking for this beautiful contact with God. I was in need of something, just like you, but not knowing what it may be I substitute anything to replace that thing. At first it was friends, and then it was honors in games, in been the best, or been part of the best. This lead me to judge what was good and what was bad or right for me. So my focus attracted to be lessons about the law of attraction.
Self indulgence in whatever form it took, place me in opposition and obstruction to my true desires. Hence, my true desires did not get attention and I miss-aligned with my true desires because I was confused and not in focused with clear thinking and wisdom. As a child before, I was able to express myself freely which resulted in a healthy body, mind and spirit. So I wondered where I created the miss-alignment for it to manifest in my life. I realized, when this happened for me. It was when I was about coming to the use of reason age. Here I brought into the dream of thinking as an individual full of fear and not my own God Self. I now realized, the body was created to manifest separation from God by a stream of consciousness which individualized itself to go forth and develop a unique identity. This created “false perception” and separation developed an Ego and bonded to limiting thoughts. In turn the limiting thoughts were miss- aligned with truth believing it was separate but unaware that it was using the universal laws and God sustenance to create separation.
This separation that created its self needs deficient thought to survive. The Christ self will not willingly go along with deficient thought which is unfocused and lacks wisdom. Now the dream depends on my fear, and the dream feeds my fear. Thus, I became miss-aligned with my true nature of my perfect divine self, which is our innate perfect self. Once in the dream, we are no longer receptive to the inner teacher (our Christ Self). Just like metals, we become conductors of electricity or we become insulators which block the flow of current. Our bodies are designed to be conductors of energy (light), spiritual energy. Tensions, fears and doubts block the flow of spiritual energy (currents) and make our bodies insulators of spiritual energy. Relaxation and meditation allows our bodies to be conductors of spiritual energy.
Our physical and mental bodies are spiritual, designed to be perfect but are distorted by false belief systems. I know that these false beliefs system are deep buried in the astral-mental body which we can call the facade body, i.e. that is the false limited concept which is often referred to as the gross body insulates the spiritual energy and the inner sensing capabilities. As we desire for the truth, we heal the gross body and become conductors of light and this light activates the desire to connect to the inner teacher (the Christ Self).
This week (10- 10-2010) all who desire to enter into the heart chamber will be supported by their desire by Spirit. What is taken place is a gift of Grace for all who want to move into the activation of the 8 Chakra. All that is required is to trust your inner feelings. Thousand and thousands of people will realize there connection to spirit and from now on many world miracles will be reported.
For me, the desire to connect to God has healed the gross body and I have become a conductor of spiritual energy. At various time in my life, I have been given demonstration of this on the physical emotional and spiritual plains. I know when I become an insulator or when I become a conductor of light. The part of my mind that judges/rejects makes my body an insulator. The part of my mind that is non judgmental, become conductors. Attuned mental and physical bodies are able to fill themselves with new vibrations of spiritual energy from the Christ Self and radiate these to the world. Thus everybody is lifted through inner Christ contact. Then the whole of human kind are lifted. I know this because this is already up and running and I know it works. I know by my desires, I have arrived at the place in consciousness, but I know I am not doing this on my own. I believe that everyone has the ability to contact their Christ selves. All one has to do is meditate and ask and the day is coming soon when thousands, thousands of people will agree with this by the act of manifesting their contact with their own Christ Self..
Ask yourself a question, "What influences your thinking?" The answer which came to me was whatever I feed my mind with. What energy you give to deficient thought becomes your truth, equal to what you believe become your truth and is demonstrated in your life. When I look at what health is and what is healthy for me, I realized that it would be wise to accept the goodness of life for me and all life. Not to deny it for anyone in my thinking or in word action or deed. Now because I am on a journey and this journey is the only way back to uniting with God. It would be necessary for me to maintain discipline and focus on my objective. It is my choice to daily use tools to be able to eliminate old ideas and concepts to embrace the new.
A mind that is flexible is a mind that can conduct spiritual energy and tends to be healthy and peaceful. We can all remember ourselves as children and how flexible we were. Nothing ever really disturbed us. But as we brought into the dream, we become disturbed. We started to use our judgment and we created fear and accept fear as real. So we added to the vibration of fear within the race mind consciousness. This bonds us to the lower vibration of fear. Our minds became less flexible and we begin to see ourselves as less. We start to compare ourselves with others instead of celebrating our unique self’s together. We then become insulator of spiritual energy. We accept within our minds that we are individualized being that have to struggle and now the struggle goes on and on.
As children, we were inspired daily (unification with God) and we assimilated our ideas to all around us unconditionally (circulation), we accept with joy our life. But now when we look at ourselves, we have blocked the spiritual energy which is all around us. We are unable to unify with God, there is no acceptance and our ability to use the wisdom has been blocked because we have limited ideas of the power which we posses. Old ideas are held on too forever, we become stuck in our ways. There is a lack of ability to realize the old ideas and beliefs limit our ability to claim our power and move on into the new paradigm which is in the progress of birthing itself. We hold on to thoughts, ideas and concept that don't work for us. I know this because I lived the dream. I have learned the hard way, when these four concepts (acceptance, unification, use, realization) are not working. We became the insulator of spiritual energy by bonding to fear concepts. By becoming an insulator of spiritual energy, we block the flow of what life could be like. The concept of use means, living it, living life without fear. To realize truth is letting go of old thoughts and concepts which no longer are useful to us. We then can embrace our own Christ self.
I have known in the past that I held on too many old thoughts. These thoughts were constantly producing feelings which were evidence that my own spirit self did not agree with what thoughts were habitually been played out through my limiting beliefs and mindset. I knew that If I held on to old outdated ideas, I would block up the system and the result would be I would have become an insulators of spiritual energy . But I choose to conduct spiritual vibration by allowing spirit to channel through me and accept wonderful feedings of love and wisdom.
By: Malcolm McAuliffe
www.diamondheartawareness.com
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