This is my blog about the difference I have made to my health and well being. But I need to be clear I am not professing to be an expert or dismissing others illness and suffering that so many go through, but just telling you how I turned it around, I am hoping it will help you too!
For about 2 years I was going to various hospitals, some out of my area and too many appointments to even mention. I was eventually diagnosed as having osteoarthritis, fibromyalgia, hyper mobility syndrome on top of the severe asthma I already knew I had suffered with for years.
Wow, that was quite a day, I had been suffering for so long and seemed to be going downhill, and nothing seemed to be improving. I now had a diagnosis and it looked like that was it for the rest of my life. I was only 43 at the time, talk about life begins at 40, mine felt like it was ended.
I knew how it was affecting my life, the pain was too much some days, it made daily living really difficult and as I single mum life was hard enough, but now making meals had to be planned so I didn’t stand for too long. I started to get in ready-made meals including mash potato as I couldn’t peel vegetables any longer, my hands were too sore. I then had emotional guilt on top because his is my son’s favourite, and as much as he didn’t moan I felt bad. Shopping trips with my daughter came to a stop too, as it was just too painful. I would go to bed at night, but unable to sleep with the pain. No matter what pain killers I took. I tried changing my diet, as I thought maybe different foods made it worse. But nothing seemed to help.
I am sure for those who also suffer I don’t need to say anymore, I looked well but felt dreadful and spent lots of time resting, whilst still trying my best to continue with normal life.
Everyday my family would ask how I was and my Mum bless her, was always trying to come up with new things to try. Then the penny dropped I realised I was making it all worse. I have done manifesting all my life, we all do it naturally. But I knew the rules and knew I could manifest all I wanted by focusing on it, talking about it, visualizing it and really feeling it. Because I was doing all this with my illnesses they were getting worse, the pain was growing and it the restrictions on my life were increasing too.
So one day, I told everyone to stop asking how I was. I told them I would tell them if I needed to if it was important but other than that I was going to say – I was well, I felt great, I was pain free. I was no longer giving my illness the time and energy in my life.
I am not saying this was easy, but I had to convince myself it was the way forward because I knew it worked with other areas of my life.
I started to do daily affirmations of “I am well” “ I am pain free”. I did them as often as I could, when showering, driving, watching TV, I just kept saying it in my head. Even though at first I knew it was not true, but I had to turn this around and put my focus on being well, give out the right messages so the rest would fall into place. I really didn’t want the other option of lots of different drugs.
Of course I work with my Angels closely too and they had a part to play in it. I would ask them to help me get a good night’s sleep. Take my pain away. I would always ask them before reaching for the pain killers. When at night I was lying there unable to get comfortable, I would ask Archangel Raphael to come in close and bathe me in his beautiful emerald green light.
It did not take so long and I started to improve slowly but surely. I found I could do more, was not as tired, slept better and most of all the pain went less. Until one day I found I am no longer in pain, that is not to say I don’t get aches and pains from time to time. But I don’t pay any attention to them and rarely need painkillers now. My children are delighted, as we are back to homemade mash and shopping trips.
I am not saying this will work for everyone but it worked for me and you have nothing to lose my giving it ago. If you would like to know more about Manifesting with your Angels check out my home learning programme by clicking here, were you can manifest anything from love, money or health just like me.
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