March 6, 2011
Even lust is divine; our social conditioning perverts it and makes it ugly
Before I start, let me make you something very clear. If you are a person having the wish to reinforce your beliefs through spiritual discussion, then don’t read it; because it will save your time and my energy too. If you are a person who tries to investigate and experiment into a matter on the basis of its own facts, rather on the basis of society’s notion about it, then you must go through it. Truth can never be realized through the instrument of faith and blind beliefs. It is realized through logical investigation by going beyond all frontiers of confining mind. Mind is a stored limited experience in our sub-consciousness. So, our mind traps and confines us to a limited frame and in that confinement, absolute truth can’t be explored. So, if you have guts and patience to listen and to take pain of understanding to the unconventional ken of wisdom, you are welcome here. I don’t ask you to fall in my line, or subscribe to my faith. I don’t have any faith at all. I have just the realization always. Some realizations may be relative and shallow, but I try to keep analyzing and understanding them in order to march forward to the ultimate reality.
Now let us come to our main issue. I would like to start my point with one of my real life experience.
Once I was attending a meditation session. Just next to me, a very beautiful woman was sitting. When I happened to have a look of her, I lost my sense. Her captivating beauty possessed me and I happened to ask her – “May I dance with you.” (Dance meditation was to be started). Generally I am very shy by nature and don’t have guts to propose to a woman, but that day I had lost my sense so strongly, that I dared to propose her to dance. When I proposed her for the dance, let me honestly admit to you, it was just sensuality in me. I was just struck in her beautiful dazzling body. I asked to her, “May I dance with you?” She replied, “Yes, why not”. I would not have dared to touch her on my own. But, she herself took me in her embrace and started dancing. When I felt her touch, I just tried to have profound feel of every bit of her touch and watching of my feeling of every smallest possible bit of every moment made me expand in the sky of consciousness. You won’t believe- I started with sensuality in my approach, but when I continuously danced with her taking her in deep hug, at the end, she appeared so divine to me that I can’t express her divinity in words. When meditation was over, we proceeded to dining hall. We were having dinner together. Then, I told her very clearly, “When I proposed to you for dance, I was just stuck in your beautiful body, but now you appear so divine, that I wish to touch your feet.” And without waiting for her response I literally touched her feet. Years after when I came across literature about Tantra Meditation, then I was able to understand that phenomenon.
Lust too can take you to divinity. To realize God, the first pre-requisite is that you have to transcend the domain of your mind. Getting possessed in lust takes you beyond diverse thoughts and when you are beyond thought and then, if you try to regain your consciousness, be watchful of your lust, you will transcend lust and land into the divine field. Remaining stuck in lust is bad, but using the power and energy of lust to go beyond it, is the shortest way to divinity. The Tantra Meditation, whose lord Shiva was the exponent, is a powerful method to realize God. So, even lust and intoxication can be the golden gate to divinity. May be, that’s why, most of people have unconscious urge of having alcohol or drugs, because they take us at least to the gate of divinity, if you remain watchful. To enter the kingdom of God, consciousness is required. If you have the direct understanding and realization of consciousness, then, very easily you can exploit the power of lust and you can transform the same dark energy of lust into a divine realization.
If you are explorative and courageous, try to do this experiment. Perhaps, Mahatma Gandhi’s experiment of Truth was also in the same direction. Please, don’t respond to me if you yourself have not gone through the same experiment. I am not the follower of ethics, nor, I am interested in just verbal discussion. If you are really interested in exploring the truth going beyond all traditional conventions, then certainly I would like to accompany you in the unchartered peregrination to the absolute truth.
Thanks to every soul engaged in the exploration of divinity.
Swami Aaron, MBA
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