At times in your life, you reach a place of darkness and it is difficult to come out of it. I have had this myself. A friend of mine died of cancer in the nineties and she was only 38. She had been full of life, optimistic and we enjoyed laughing and dancing. She had many dreams for her future which she never managed to do, because she died too soon.
I struggled with her passing, and felt that I had to honour her by living my life and trying my best for her. Because I was lucky to be here, when a future was denied her. I think of her often, and have talked to her, and asked her to talk to me. She hasn't talked to me up to now.
We had such good times together, and I have longed for her to talk to, and wish she was here. I have missed having her in my life. I am sure that there are many people, who have had this type of experience. I am still trying not to let her down, and part of this is not giving in, when life is difficult. Continuing to live and do as much as I can, is one way I can honour my friend who if she was here would be going out and having a great time as often as possible.
She didn't let things get her down, and I shouldn't either. Also, now I am a Reiki Master practitioner, I can try and give healing to as many people as I can, and my only regret about this is that, I didn't learn this was possible, whilst she was still here. Perhaps, I could have helped her.
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