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Soul Purpose

By:Indigo Star
Date: Fri,03 Oct 2014
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The majority of us have had many lifetimes on this planet. We go round and round on a cycle of being born, living our life, dying, spending time in spirit form before being born again. It all sounds pretty boring, but actually there is a lot more to it than that! There is a purpose to it, our life purpose.
Before we were born into a life for the first time ever we sat with our Guardian Angel and co-created with the Divine a plan for our life, this is known as our Akashic Record. We jointly decided what lessons we wanted to learn and what sort of situations we wanted to throw into the mix throughout that life time to help us try to learn the lessons and grow spiritually. We also decided which other souls we wanted to help us on our journey on earth and we made a joint agreement with them that we would help each other out along the way during our time on earth. Some of the agreements were to help each other out in a positive, supportive way, and some agreements were to create situations with each other that have the potential to cause hurt, upset, confusion in a bid to create opportunities for us to learn our set lessons.

Then we were born.

At the point of birth we went through what is known as the “veil of amnesia” and we forgot all about what the life plan was and all the obstacles and challenges that we set ourselves and most importantly we forgot all about the agreements we made with other people and the roles we said we would play in each other’s lives! From that point we become human. We feel all these emotional and physical feelings that Spirit doesn’t experience and it is these human feelings that suddenly make that life plan really blummin hard!!!

In this world there are no such thing as coincidences, everything happens for a reason and that reason is in some way linked to your Divine plan. The people who play very significant roles in your life have also played some form of significant role in your previous lives. All of your history over your lifetimes has accumulated and formed part of your Akashic Record. Imagine it as a big filing cabinet up there in the heavenly realms storing all the information of the plan you set, your soul’s purpose and all the details of events that have happened to your soul throughout all your lifetimes.
When a challenging situation or event occurs in your life you have a choice – you can either immerse yourself in the drama and energy of the situation or you can think to yourself “what lesson is this opportunity presenting me with?” Is the situation calling for you to feel anger, resentment, upset, guilt, hatred, frustration? Or is it calling for you to show strength, courage, integrity, empowerment, compassion & forgiveness?

A good place to start is by asking yourself what qualities do you currently lack in your persona to help you deal with the challenges that you are presented with? Maybe it might be confidence, diplomacy, empathy, determination or some other quality that is key for you to develop within yourself to help you overcome the situation and put it to rest. That is your lesson! The more you react with negative energy to the opportunities presented to you in life, the more similar opportunities will be presented. You can make a conscious choice to examine your behaviour and start changing your reactions to those which generate positive energy within you, the more you choose to start learning your lessons the opportunities to learn will start fading away and you will start breaking the repetitive cycle.
One final note to leave you on…everything that goes on around you is just an illusion, the only reality is the emotions and thoughts that are going on within you and you have full control of them, so why not turn them into positive emotions and thoughts.

Magical blessings

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Indigo Star is an Angel Intuitive who works with Angelic Reiki, Atlantean Healing energy, Violet Flame Reiki, and Angel cards. The key focus of Indigo's work is to guide people on their spiritual paths and coach them and encourage them through their life journey.
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David Rayner said:

Was I meant to die as a child this time around as well, but something went wrong and I’m still here? Read on.

I am a believer in reincarnation, even though I have no memories of a previous life and have never been regressed. If I have lived before, I have no idea who I was or what I did. I’ve never felt I belonged anywhere in particular, except in Stockport, England, where I was born and lived for the first seven and a half years of my life. I still regard it as “home”, even though I left there sixty-one years ago in 1954.

There are, however, a few clues to what I may have been like or what may have happened to me in a previous life.

When I was a child, I was an inoffensive little boy who wouldn’t harm anyone. When I was bullied, for instance, I just would not fight back, no matter how provoked I was or how much I was hit or punched by other boys. I would just roll up in a ball and take the beating without retaliating. Even as a little boy of five or six, I believed it was wrong to fight and to hit people and hurt them.

One day, I ran into the house crying to my father that this boy had been hitting me. My father strode out of the house and grabbed the boy and pinned him against him securely by his arms, so that the boy could not move out of my father’s very strong grasp. “He can’t harm you now”, said my father. “Go on, hit him! Hit him as hard as you can and keep hitting him!” Well, I just stood there, looking at this strange scene. But I could not hit the boy, even though he was totally defenceless and, physically speaking, it would have been easy for me to do so. My father just looked at me kind of disgusted and eventually let the boy go, who ran off, laughing. That was what I was like back then. These days, I would have killed the little swine. So my ideas in this respect have changed a great deal since I was little. What drove it out of me? Well, maybe life has dealt me just one blow too many since those days. But, if I did have a previous life, maybe one of the things I brought into this world this time around was that I didn’t want any more to do with fighting and violence. I’d had enough of it. Maybe such things that happen in our early childhood indicate that, although we may carry no conscious memories of a previous life into this one, we carry into this life the emotions we felt in the previous one

Here is something very strange. Ever since I can remember, from infancy as a little boy, I have never been able to go to sleep when somebody else is in bed with me. I believed that if I was to fall asleep, they would kill me. Now where did that belief and idea come from? Naturally, this has ruled out my ever being married or being in any relationship where I am required to go to sleep when someone is sharing the bed with me and because of this, I have had to live an isolated and lonely existence. By definition, it also prevents me from undergoing past life regression therapy, for I could never trust the therapist not to harm me while I was in a hypnotic trance. Was I murdered in bed at the end of a previous life by someone I loved and trusted? Is that why I have never been able to trust anyone in this life or to sleep with anyone?

It’s a strange thing to understand, but I have had great difficulty becoming a so called adult. I feel myself to be no older than twelve years old, even though I am 68. Someone I was talking to who knows a lot about reincarnation told me that I feel this way because in all my previous lives, I have died as a child no older than ten or twelve years and that this life I am living now is the first life I’ve had in which I have grown physically to adulthood…that this is something I’ve been unable to get used to and that it will take quite a few more lifetimes of growing into an adult for me to come to terms with it. Isn’t that strange?

There is just one other thing that I should have added that has bugged me all my life. It may be connected with a previous life and it may not…but I have a strong gut feeling that it is.

When I was five years old in 1952, we first had a television set installed in our front room. One summer evening in that year, I remember I was left alone in the room watching a play on the television. I can’t remember what the play was called now, but it was set in Russia during the revolution. For some reason while watching this play, I became very, very upset and began sobbing bitterly. My mother came into the room and hugged me and tried to comfort me and asked me what was the matter. But I couldn’t tell her why I was so terribly upset.

Twenty-one years later, in 1973 at the age of 26, I went to see the film “Nicholas and Alexandra”, an epic about the Russian revolution and the murder by the Bolsheviks of the entire Russian royal family, the Romanovs. In the last few minutes of the film, where the murders took place on screen, I became terribly upset in exactly the same way that I had done at the age of five and broke down and sobbed bitterly as the end cast rolled and the haunting ending music by Richard Rodney Bennett played. Even today, whenever I watch that film, I become very upset by the ending and I can hardly bear to watch it. I feel particularly drawn to Alexei, whom for some reason, I feel very deeply for and who was only 13 when he was shot to death by the assassins. What does it all mean? I really wish I knew.

I believe the things I described above are far more emotional memories than conscious ones. You feel them more than you think them. Sometimes, these emotional memories can be from more than one past life and are traumatic baggage we’ve carried forward to this present life in our personality and in our soul. I don’t know why the connection with Russia. I have no interest in the country; I’ve never been there in this life and I have no wish to go there.

Images of the type described above may be upsetting to me not because of what they are or where they’re geographically set, but because they represent something very similar that happened to me in a previous life and disturb me because they awaken very painful emotional memories in me. There is obviously a feeling of terrible loss and heartbreak associated with these feelings. Whether these things did happen in Russia at the time of the revolution, or at least in the First World War, is difficult to say. But there is clearly some connection.

I’m quite sure that reincarnation is a fact for some people (maybe not all), but it does appear to be some kind of natural phenomenon without a purpose and sometimes it goes wrong. I don’t think there is any kind of divine design behind it and we should disregard the popular image of a gray-bearded God in flowing white robes sitting on some celestial marble throne, speaking in Elizabethan English as being behind it all, because that doesn’t make any sense. After all, the popular idea of reincarnation as being one of a soul living many lives on the Earth plane until they are perfect enough to meet God seems very odd, when God could have cut out all the pain and suffering and heartache of our many lives on Earth by making us all perfect in the beginning…rendering reincarnation redundant. At any rate, the present state of affairs is a funny way to run things. It certainly makes no sense to our kind of logic.

Then there is the question What am I here for? If I made some promises to someone high up in the spirit realms before I started out on this present lifetime to do certain things and learn certain lessons, what would be the point, as the main process of reincarnation has us forget such promises, as well as previous lives and the interval in between them? So, if anyone out there can tell me what on earth I’m doing here, I’d be obliged if they would inform me, as I’m damned if I know. They say God puts us all on this Earth for a reason, for a purpose we have to fulfill in life. Well, I’m 68 now and I still have no idea what on Earth I’m here for. Whic
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