Hello everyone to those who view this article, I will begin by introducing myself! My name is Kev and I do hope that yourself and loved ones are all well and in good health! For the past 18 months now I have been in search of the truth and understanding of the events that took place in my life which took me to the very edge of my physical life. Being so alone and scared of the things that I suddenly became aware of made my life a living hell. A hell that I contemplated ending myself. I have lost everyone that I loved and cared about, my nearest and dearest deserted me thinking that I had become mentally ill.
This is a brief story of what happened
On the 5.1.2008 I married my wife Susan! Having lost both her mother and father she often visited mediums for messages regarding situations in her life! I on the other was a sceptic on this taboo subject. I believed that once you had passed that was it and you shouldn’t medal with the unknown!
After receiving a message telling her that her family and loved ones would be on the wedding pictures in the form of orbs. This is what ignited the interest and desire to gain evidence of the afterlife, so I set upon my investigations! As time went by, the pictures of orbs became real. I would lie in bed and see these balls of energy bouncing around the room. Every experience regarding the afterlife developed at an alarming rate not allowing me to adjust and understand what was happening to me. Orbs suddenly became smokey outlines of figures that were very inquisitive of me.
These figures grew at the same rate my fear grew, very fast!!! Soon they were touching me and upsetting my everyday life. How can this be id ask myself or explain to my best friend? After several months of torment and 10 days without sleep it came to a head. I was a 29 year old boxer, bricklayer and lads lad who had been in bother with the law all my life and not scared of much to physically crumbling and crying in front of men at work!
My wife was very supportive at first but I could see my irrational behaviour due to the lack of understanding was taking its toll on our marriage. I wanted it all to stop and it wouldn’t! We had the house cleared by mediums but to no prevail. They said they had gone but I could still see them! Soon enough I was admitted to A&E with a suspected brain tumour and had tests done which showed everything to be normal.
It was then onto mental health which was daunting in the view that "how could I prove or show them the things I saw when it had not even been validated by science" the only outcome I knew, was as soon as that door closed behind me I would not be leaving and would be certified INSANE. The assessment was done by 2 psychiatrists both female, one of whom was horrible and very text book regarding her work. The other must have believed what I saw as she was sympathetic and tried to empathise! After 40 mins of sitting there listening to her say " under the mental health act you are going to be sectioned with psychosis unless you prove you see dead people!"That I blurted it out. I told her that her mother who had passed was stood at the side of her, I told her what she was buried in, what song was played at her funeral and about the letter she placed in her coffin. I left that room and her crying as fast as I could walk with my mind still intact and not rubber stamped MENTALLY INSANE!. From there I was still tormented and seeked help from the local spiritualist church. My life was crumbling around me and there was nothing I could do to stop it. My irrational behaviour drove my wife away and we separated after 19 months.
Since then I have met many friendly and helpful people who have given me the guidance and understanding that I needed so much. I have been on my own 12 months now continuously developing my mediumship. I now sit in a closed circle that had not permitted any other members in the last 18 years......they all sit for me as I develop my deep trance and physical mediumship! Getting back to the title of this article Many Are Picked and Few Are Chosen, I actually believe I was chosen to do this work. I understand that the higher self is required to learn life experiences on the physical plane in order for it to evolve and better itself when the transition to the spirit world takes place but I feel that my purpose is to make people (sceptics/scientists) aware that there is life after death and that the soul is eternal! I’m looking for people to help me in my development or point me in the right direction as to where I can work for spirit full time whilst showing researchers and non-believers the TRUTH!
If you feel you can help, please reply... but if you can’t, no worries! Thanks for taking the time to read this article
Take care, love, light and laughter always
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